why issit that everytime im troubled,
you can actually tell ?

why?
can't you just not be able to tell?
sigh ):

when you kept asking what's wrong,
i dunno why but i just blurted out
"why should i tell you just becos you wanna know?"
& your reply,
" becos i care? "

ahh,
i dont know.
you make me so confuse you know.

sometimes i just keep askingmyself,
"am i someone you come home to meet just cos you're coming home? "

william,
you know i felt so lonely today ):
and where were you?
i was left all alone at home feeding the dog, buying stuff from ntuc, cleaning, clearing the things
& i don't even know where the hell you were.
i felt so..
helpless.
& when u finally called,
you wanted me to go meet you.
why should i when u ask me to?
when i was trying to look for you,
you were nowhere to be found.
but yet when you want me,
i've gotta be there?
why should i?
):

why am i even putting myself through such torment?

i should pull myself outta this.
shouldn't i?
):

11:13 PM

come what may.