sakae-ed with w* on tues :D

something embarrassing happened !
i spilled coke while trying to boast to him!
>;]
wa lau, so embarrassing !
& he couldn't stop laughing at me !
boo.

i didn't get to meet him on wed which is weird ):
& I WONT BE ABLE TO MEET HI MTODAY ALSO LAR !
): wtf.
i very sad you know !
why did i sleep !

WHY WHY WHY TELL ME WHY!
):

ohoh!
and he actually caleed * already and told him about how he cant ___ __ __ :D
so its all settled !
yay, he would be able to push me away anymore >:]

dont you say you have something to tell me?
tell me.

you should let me love you.

8:39 PM

come what may.

dont try pushing me to someone else ):
im not gonna go anywhere.

yes, im reserved dammit.
i dont care if there isnt such a thing,
but im reserved by you !
ugh.

i know you aint feeling too good about this,
neither am i ):

11:23 PM

come what may.

you & i..
walk beside each other day after day.
but there is so much inside me that i never get to say.
my life would be so empty with nothing left to feel..
if you didn't love me

why does my heart cry for you every single time when i'm not with you ?
sigh.

you are all that i ever needed.

oh,
did you say 5 years?
i'll wait.
just promsie me that you wont leave.
will you?

10:51 PM

come what may.

aye, no time to blog :/

i actually fell off the sofa the other day infronta him ! ):
too much running around till i couldnt get a hold of my balance!
marr ! where were you? );

trips to the beach [:

catching at the beach :D

random "i dont wanna talk to you anymore" moments :/

me threatening to tickle you when you're driving,
& you'll use that excuse that you're driving to stop me :x

je t'aime ?
:D

& now he owes me something for bluffing me me that there'll be fishes !
:D

muahah.

5:59 PM

come what may.

hello !
:D

heh.
& so i finally made a trip down to the botanical gardens :D

w* met me at the mrt and we took a train down :D
heh.

botanical gardens is seriously very very HUGE !
ahh, and we actually walked rom on end to the other !
that is like from tanglin to bukit timah you know :/

and we were dripping water like there's no tomorrow :/
haha.

but the lucky thing was that i actually got some good shots lah.
heh.

we actually got lost on the way and i so badly wanted to stop right there !
luckily i he was there to carry my stupid heavy bag for me :D
heh <3.

the bus ride back was looooong !
an hour or so ):
he made me look so silly on the bus >;[
kept making me laugh,
ah, stupid boy :D

oh well, thanks for everything [:

because of you [:

9:26 PM

come what may.

sigh.

though you are always indirectly assuring me that things wont change,

..

i do fear that someday it would.
who wouldn't ?

yes,
i am feeling insecure.
& i have no idea why too.
not that you've done anything wrong.
but,
what can i do ?
nothing..

you are really already a part of me,
and there is nothing i can do about it now.
somebody..
help me ):

im feeeling so sh*t.
ugh.

11:37 PM

come what may.

god dammit.

i miss you lah ):

6:15 PM

come what may.

hello ! :D

heh.
& so i met him for ice-cream yesterday night :D
hehe.
and i was super wuper hyper yesterday !
i have no idea why though :/

i probably irritated him to the max :x
muahaha !
it's fun irritating him you know !
& he even pretended to walk off la that idiot ! >;]

and so it was ben&jerry's for us :D

we wanted haagen dasz though,
but nah,
B&J has cuter ice-creams :D

he smudged ice-cream onto my face ):
evil piece of person !

it was yet another night of slacking at the playground.
ahh, and he attempted to scare the neighbours !
tsktsk >;]

you make me wanna..
[:
-

Oceans apart, day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain
If I see you next to never
How can we say forever

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here, waiting for you

Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here, waiting for you

[:

5:41 PM

come what may.

heh !

i felt so silly talking to you "through" the window :/

ahh ahh :'D
but nevertheless, i was really glad you came to see me [:

aye,
what a suprise eh. heh.

"walk to your window now!"
& the next thing i saw was.. you [:
bliss.

weee,
it was really great seeing you !
i miss you lar ):
ROAR.

yay,
i cant wait for tmr :D

<3.

and there is smth wrong with my tagboard :/
gotta change it soooon.

10:59 PM

come what may.

i miss w* so bloody much ):

i didn't see him yesterday and i'm not gonna see him today ):
i was sick yesterday & he has night lesson today );

but he's the sweetest little thing everr [:
he actually walked from my garden back to my room's window just to check whether i was at home and all.
ahhahh :'D

i miss him lah
):

8:58 PM

come what may.

every single time i walk away from you,
i'll feel the yearn.
the yearn for you.
again & again.

i miss you love ):

c'mon baby we ain't gonna live forever.

11:23 PM

come what may.

HELLO ! :D

im one happy kid !
you know why !
cos,

1. i passed my maths,
scored pretty well for geography elec,
scored a B for chinese,
passed my stupid sci :D
although sci wasnt a good pass or anything, but im happy,
considering the fact that many failed from 3/3 & 3/4 :D

2. my mummy bought me nata de coco :D

3. i will be heading down to ikea or something this weekend to semi-renovate my stupid messy room !

say YAY ! :D
heh.

ohoh,
you know what the suprise was! :D

he drove me down to ECP's mac for breakfast !
& we ate in the car.
ahh, bliss [:

the drive-thru thingy is so cool !
muahaha.

so,
i'll be doing my art later on.
i dont wanna fail art lar :D
wee !

So darling, save the last dance for me.
[:

4:21 PM

come what may.

muahaha!

i met him for a little while just now :D

at least i managed to do some chem notes before he came.

went over to 13's playground for a little while,
and this super cute black cat came along !
we started playing with it.
it's super active and it attempted to kill a cockroach with the help of w*.
tsktsk.
evil beings eh.

& he'll be sending me to school tmr :D
he says he has a suprise for me !
wee.

<3
time seems to fly whenever im with you ):

10:45 PM

come what may.

and so, i forogt to wake up for school today :/

aye, its good though,
cos it gives me time to do my tuition hw !
:D
i guess it's a blessing in disguise eh.

ahh, and i havent seen him yet for today !
i miss him lar ):

we meet almost every single day,
thus when i dont see him,
i will miss that boy so blooody much ):
so irritating ! ):

ahh !
%^$!@*&
so tell me,
how do i live without you?):

7:25 PM

come what may.

hello ! im back :D

hehs.

guess where i went to yesterday !

heh.
we went over to video ezy to borrow dvds,
& then over to his place to watch them.

so first up was fragile.
its nice :D

it's that kinda horror movies where there's actually a story line and it's freaky at the same time.

you guys should really watch it :D

ohoh,
and i saw his pri, sec, jc photos.

he looks like the w* i know when i was in sec 1 when is was in JC.
he looks a little different now :D

ahh, fatter ! :D
heh.

went off after that and went for the fireworks display with bro, his friend, serene and ji.
pretty :D
and i called when he called.
telepathy :D
heh.
ayeee, im going nuts soon !

arab street serves good food :D
lovely cozy little place.

and as for today,
woke up to a miss call from him.
went over to watch south park and accompany this pig.
ayee, and i have no idea why but we started fighting/tickling :D
and i almost fell asleep.
lol.

oh well, i've gotta get going and start with my tuition hw ):

>:]
it felt like a kiss.

6:34 PM

come what may.

alright !

i shall do a proper introduction for this blog.
HAHA.

willlove.b came about thanks to marriiiaaammm !
i guess it's pretty obvious what it means eh ? :D
the will&love combined.

& as for the picture,
the heart thingy is given by him*
:D

& as for the password,
whateverforever[:,
whenever he passes a STUPID comment,
i would say WHATEVERR,
and he would reply foreverrr !
heh.

aye, stupid boy !

oh well,
people,
dont link me ok.
come more often to tag as well :D

<3

12:56 PM

come what may.

hello !
heh.

im happy happy happy ! :D
weee, im so happy !

i went to watch the fireworks today with w* !

though we were there at like 730pm,
it was already so bloody packed ! ):

we had to climb up to the railing/bar thingy.
& my ass hurts now lah !

it was nice just talking to him about my life for that hour plus.
it felt really really good [:

& not forgetting ,
the fireworks were so so so so pretty !
its like the best of the best !
ayeee, too bad for thoese who din go for it.
its just too pretty to even describe it :D

and it really felt so good watching it with him [:
sitting side by side,
having someone to pull ur hand and guide you along,
having a shoulder to lean on,
having someone to protect you from the crowd,
having someone to fall back on & stuff.
ayee, lovely [:

i just love spending time with him,
cos one very simple reason,
he talks to me about things that i dont usually want to talk about.
we would like talk about life & what we want in life and stuff.
& i would just pour everything out on him.
oh and about our past and stuff.

i love this stupid boy so much lah ! :D

long bus rides seems so much shorter when im with you [:
& yes i heard what you say w*,
if only i was older eh?
sigh.

11:32 PM

come what may.

yay finally done! :D

muahaha.
isn't it pretty ?

well, this blog is gonna be pretty juicy !
heh.

so i shall start blogging tmr.
its getting late already.
ahh, sch tmr! ):

<3.

i miss william! :D

12:39 AM

come what may.

:D

11:24 PM

come what may.