oh and did i mention !
i was sitting in between alex and w* !
omg.
i felt sooo weird :/

1:06 PM

come what may.

ok yes,
thankyou ngiam for thatvery genius plan.
it's working :D
muahah.
heh.

so,
it wasn't that bad afterall lah.
w*'s dad came along too though.
initially,
i felt like. " omg shitt ! wth. die already. ultimate shitness!"

but infact,
it turned out fine [:
his dad is as spastic as w* is.
:x
seriously.

so,
we ended up watching 'stay alive'
well,
it's a pretty good show.
but the storyline is really dumb !
pretty horrifying though.
but,
i was brave! :D
muahaha.

w*'s dad left and the three of us went over to ecp for dinner.
omg,
it was damn weird walking by the beach.

oh, and it looked like i was out with my dad and older brothers.
:/ ahh yes, that weird.

so,
movie-dinner-bv gossips-beach-bowling-homed [:

ahh,
managed to spend some time at the pool before i headed home.
whee :D

oh well,
i've gotta mug like crap tmr!
[:

oh,
& my maid might leave the hse for the hospital tonight to look after my grandma, which means that i'll be left home ALONE.
cos my bro will probably be out till tmr.
AHHHH.

):
so freaky lah.

w* wheree areee youuu?
):

12:41 AM

come what may.

OMG !
OMG !
OMG !

i cannot believe it!
alex is coming tonight!
):

it's not that i dont like it or anything,
but it's just weird ?
me, w & alex?
huh, like weird right!
:/

omg, HOW !

and guess what,
we're watching a MOVIE you know!
omg :/
isn't that just so weird :/

aiya,
die already lah !
):

3:08 PM

come what may.

HELLO ! [:

everything is fine already i guess.

but can i just say.
omg,
w is so dumb !
:/

he actually asked alex to join us tmr lah !
$@#!*&!
omggggggg !

luckily everything is settled now.
i'll just meet him in the evening.
he'll be donating blood in the afternoon.
so yup.
yay, no alex :x

ohoh !
and w* has small hands!
muhahaha.

i have one whole stack to geog notes to read D:
i've only studied like 10% of it.
there really is alot!
):
i tried to study as much as i can today.
but i ended up stoning again !

well,
i gotta thank serene for photocopying it for me tho [:
oh,
and poor her,
she lost her cam!

oh well, pp1 tmr!
):
wish me luck people!

<3

11:11 PM

come what may.

so,
i met him just now.

& he really did went to meet her.
as i expected.

when he told me what happen and all,
i might have appeared really fine infronta him.
but,
im not.

doesn't he get it?
hello,
i really dont like listening to him rant about her.

after what he told me,
i just dont get it.
why does it affect him ?
why feel guilty ?
you're not responsible for her life anymore you know.

though i might not have said anything to him,
i had alot to say.
i had alot to question him about.
but i just didn't.

i guess i just didn't want to appear vunerable infronta him.

though w* might always try to assure me,
i never felt really assured about it.

cos,
i fear.
i dont wanna lose him.

):

7:27 PM

come what may.

sigh.
all was well yesterday.
we went for lunch,
we went to the beach.
we talk about her and you said that you don't like her anymore.
i believed.

i love spending time with you.

and today,
EVERYTHING went topsy -turvy.
i woke up late.
i took like forever to bathe.
i left the house.
i ran back cos i forgot that i needed coins.
no bus, so i had to take a cab.
rushed rushed like crazy.

and how much more worst can it get ?
you msged me telling me that ure depressed.
something happened yesterday.
she called and you talked to her.
some things she told you that made you feel upset.

so you think only the both of you are upset ?
what about me ?
have you totally forgot about me ?
i'm feeling very upset too you know?

and when i asked you what happened.
you didn't reply.
i guess i'll just leave you alone.
sigh ):

how can you do this to me ?

luckily eng oral went fine.
at least i made my examiner laugh.

im gonna meet joan and wong at 2.
i need to talk to someone.
like now ):

sigh.
tell me whats happening.
will you ?

ying wei wo xing li you san ge zi bu neng gao shu ni.
( there's 3 words in my heart that i cant tell you about.)

& now i know, how much it means for you to stay right here with me.
):
where are you ?
imu.

12:30 PM

come what may.

i'm quite affected by the fact that you're depressed that you and g* turned out this way.

weren't you already over her?
yes i know.
i shouldnt sound so ___ here.

oh well,
i guess i gotta learn how to understand.
i guess,
i just ain't understanding enough.
i guess,
sometimes i just think too much ?

can i just stop thinking so much !
>;(

i'm so very affected by it.
but,
who am i even ?
):

and thankyouverymuch to those who were online
& talked me through.
joan seng, amanda wong, kiang hua, calvin [:
thankyou !
and of cos to bk who's the JINX [:
he's always msging me when smth bad happens.
seriously :/
ahh kidding.
heh.
THANKS!

<3
my heart's heavy,
heavy like a rock.

11:09 PM

come what may.

SEXY JON LOST ):

BUT IT'S OKAY.
you'll do fine !
it's only the beginning ! [:

I STILL LOVE YOU SEXY JON [:
HEH !

9:29 PM

come what may.

OMG OMG OMG !
wong got the tickets for SG idol tonight,
BUT,
mummy didn't allow me to go lar !
$!@#^& !
):
wa lauu!
very saddening you know !
)':

oh,
and i went around pestering people today to vote for jonathan!
HEH.

omg,
i really hope he wins tonight lar !
[:
ALL THE WAY JONNY LEONG!

his rendition of chasing cars was so damn bloody good !
[:

even if he doesn't win,
iguess it doesnt matter that much lar.
he'll make it somewhere.
i'm sure !
:D
go jonny go !

OKAY PEOPLE,
FOR ONE LAST TIME,
SMS 1 TO 43657 NOW!

7:13 PM

come what may.

PLEASE VOTE FOR JONATHAN LEONG !

SMS "1" TO 43657 NOW!

HE WILL BE THE NEXT SG IDOL ! ^^

<3
thankyouverymuch !

vote for jonathan !
:D

9:42 PM

come what may.

I Wanna Grow Old With You

Another day without your smile
another day has passed us by
and now I know how much it means
for you to stay right here with me
The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger
but it hurts so bad I can't take it any longer

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you sharing in everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

[:
-

so,
i doubt i'll be seeing him today !
):
he's off to the airport to studyy.
-sulks.
but oh well,
he has a test tomorrow!
so it's okay !
heh.

aiiya,
i miss him !
i've been day-dreaming ALOT today!
omg :/

stop it siobhan,
stop it!

oh and his bday present is almost done!
WEEEE !
but i'd wished it looked prettier though.
):

i'll be meeting ivy and ngiam for coffee like soon.
but ngiam is so slow!
>:(
tsk.

<3
baby,
i believe.

4:35 PM

come what may.

JOAN
JOAN
JOAN
JOAN !

heh,
see your name!
i love you lar kay !
heh :D

1:14 AM

come what may.

HELLO [:

so,
i went over to w*'s place in the afternoon to watch an amercian haunting.
that show is damn freaky lar :/
even a big man like him got scared!
(not that he acts like one. tsk)
HAHA.

oh well,
go watch it k people! :D

channel surf-ed after that.
it was nice just sitting & watching tv [:
ahh,
bliss.

heh.
oh well.
and today's a special day !
[:
dont tell you why!

ahhhhh!
can i say that w* is the most lovable thingy on earth !?
:x

-
went over to grandma's place after that for my little cousin's birthday party !
she one year old already.
& she's so bloody adorable!
hehe.

spent 2 hours or so talking to my aunt about ghostly stuff.
so fun you know!
i've got a cool aunt who goes to the red-house.
i never knew!
and she's like 40 btw.
whee,
im planning to go with her along with my cousins the next time :D

heh.
and i just realise that all our names starts with the letter S except my bro's!
:/
siobhan, shaun, sham, shantay, aloysius :/
haha.

oh well,
i had so much fun today!
after sucha long time [:
love.

OHOH.
i forgot to mention.
w*'s grandma lives in telok blangah crec, blk 15 too!
and that's where my grandma lives :D
ahh, soo cool !
and the people in tb are really close to one another,
so they probably know one another eh.
:D
heh.



dino! aunt kate's new dog!
he's only 3 months old!
cute eh!


my little cousin!
the most adorable little kid on earth ^^
kisses![:

<3 size="2">no matter how long it may be [:

11:11 PM

come what may.

HELLO [:

so,
i was kinda ignoring him yesterday :/

ahh,
you can't blame me ok!
he kinda "lied" to me.
but i doubt he realised tho.
pfft.

so in the end he won me back :x
ahh,
he gave me this heart thingy.
and he wrote my name all over :D

wa lau,
why am i so petty !
i dont get it!
>:(

then he say i go moodswing!
):

well, at least i managed to finish 4 chapters of geography yesterday !
yay :D

okay,
so e went for muddy mudpie after that !
whee.
very yummy you know !

& he told me that he's been very stressed of late.
cos of something alex said.
>:(
why always alex oneee.
%$#@!

so everything is fine now [:

oh,
& thankyou to C for sorta answering my questions.
i needed a guy to answer questions like this :/

<3
melt with you.

12:07 PM

come what may.

why put myself through such torment?


i'm tired of this.
i'm tired of guessing & wondering all the time.

i don't wanna play no more.

6:50 PM

come what may.

i miss the good old times.

about everything.
every single thing.

i miss my friends.
i miss the times we had ):
prelims..
you suck lah.
suck ok >;(

i miss you.
the old you.

not that you've changed or what.
it's just that you we dont play like we use to anymore?
actually,
it's just that.
YOU DONT SMELL MY HAIR ANYMORE ):

it's kinda sad you know :/
i'll just turn a little moody and all :/

not that we dont play,
we still do.
oh, and it's getting lamerrrrr.
i dont know, sometimes i just feel like im playing with some 12 year old kid.
like today,
we were playing with the pillows at the club hse-.-

ahh,
i just miss the times when we'll talk about everything.
when you'll tickle me and all ):

):
):

11:50 PM

come what may.

i miss the good old times.

about everything.
every single thing.

i miss my friends.
i miss the times we had ):
prelims..
you suck lah.
suck ok >;(

i miss you.
the old you.

not that you've changed or what.
it's just that you we dont play like we use to anymore?
actually,
it's just that.
YOU DONT SMELL MY HAIR ANYMORE ):

it's kinda sad you know :/
i'll just turn a little moody and all :/

not that we dont play,
we still do.
oh, and it's getting lamerrrrr.
i dont know, sometimes i just feel like im playing with some 12 year old kid.
like today,
we were playing with the pillows at the club hse-.-

ahh,
i just miss the times when we'll talk about everything.
when you'll tickle me and all ):

):
):

11:50 PM

come what may.

HEELO ! :D

yesterday was spent studying at Gelare which didn't exactly happen :/
haha.
Gelare isn't condusive AT ALL.
seriously,
i cannot sit still !
the seat there seriously sucks lar :/
even w* agrees!
i only managed to do one chapter of social studies !
):

so we made our way back to the club house.
whee,
and i fell asleep :D
well, he continued studying though.
haha.
wtf right.
my contacts were killing me lar.
maybe that's why :/

yesterday was not good at all.
tsk.

--
TODAY !

school was not very fun.
za didn't come ):
manda's in OBS.
so i was left alone !
luckily there was fernanda, hsin yi, yan ru & xinying!
:D
it wasn't that bad after all then.
heh.
oh, and i managed to study more too !
heh.
no one to gossip to what.
heh :x

went back home straight after school.
my tummy was growling ):
heh.
and w* called at the right time! :D
whee,
so he met me and we went for lunch!
and that silly boy is sick ! ):
kfc kfc! ^^

went back and we decided to take rascal for a walk !
heh.
oh and rascal is scared of him lar.
omg, timid dog.
heh,
and w* is damn amused by rascal,
cos rascal does really really silly stuff.

& this song's from w*
sucha sweetie [:
heh.
made me melt!

Something Worth Living For
Shayne Ward

I dont wanna leave you here all by yourself
I just wanna let you know i'm there for you like noone else
I dont wanna drift off to another place
I just wanna lay here in your arms with your hand on my face

So lets not ever tell the moon about the sun
I'll keep hearing love songs, hoping every wrong's undone
Its foolish but we've only just begun
I dont wanna stop this, all my walls are caving in

I wanna give you something worth living for
I wanna tell you this and so much more
Your my everything
My universe

Im so mesmerised by your serenity
Hopefully you'll take me there inside your dreams
Just like all the leaves im falling over you
Its so unbelieveable the airs so true

[:
you make me wanna,

7:52 PM

come what may.

SUDDEN REALISATION !

W* " i'll save my next kiss for my wife-to-be"

and the next thing after like an hour !
omg !

11:42 PM

come what may.

-edited!

hello [:

i'm a happy girl today !
:D

aye,
it's a special day today!
180906.
09:51pm [:

w* : come come i tell you a secret ! but you have to close your eyes !
me : why must i close my eyes! secrets only need ears what !
w* : just close! my secret special!
me : okayy. quick !
w* : *mwaa*

heh.
i was damn shocked lah !
omg,
he stole my first received kiss you know!
>;]
cannot lor ! $%@#&
actually can lar :D

muahaha.
omg !

heh. im not gonna wash my face today !
and tmr !
and tmr !
err, kidding :/
heh.

oh, its on the cheeks btw.
heh.

and did i mention,
he looks exceptionally charming today ! :D

maybe it's the shirt :/

ohh,
too much sugar intake too.
he tried to jump from one end of the sofa to the other without touching the sofa.
crazy,
or crazy ?
heh.

but i likeee :D

aye,
so you know,
we have the same dreamhouse.
i was so shocked when i asked him what his was,
cos it was EXACTLY the same as mine.
no cheating,
it was exactly the same !
[:

big house by the white sandy clear water beach.
big garden plantd with lovely roses (his with sunflowers)
front garden with our cats and dogs.
& just the two of us.
[:

it's exactly the same lah !
well, almost exactly.
freaky no?
:/

<3
now and forever [:

10:22 PM

come what may.

hello ! :D

okay, i shall blog an entry about the things i keep in this box!



here goes!

this pen is the pen he threw up to the ground from the swimming pool!
and supposingly,
i owe him a hug :/
ahh,
i decided that i'll give that hug to him on his bday :D


muahaha.
our msging paper :x


his band.
he gave it to me on the day i left for hk.
& he said that he wears it quite often
^^


oh and this picture too.
its a picture of me and fireworks :D
it says.
"Siobhan,
my fire,
my light,
& my saviour :D "
sweet, no?


a postcard :D


that Big M drink we shared :D
and the straw !


muahaha.
he fed me this :p


entry ticket to the zoo!
heh ! 0409


the different kind of hearts he gave me.
bus tix, menus :/, receipts etc.

heh.
-


oh and this is the cranes i made for him !

i started folding on that day he made me really really really sad):

well, 999 cranes in 2 weeks ! :D
i'll be giving it to him on his bday !
[:
-

oh and i was just msging him about stuff.
and suddenly he talked about how life would be with his wife in the future blah.
he say stuff that were really sweet [:
i asked him why tell me these all of a sudden..
he said:

(and he made me smile to myself :D)
"and becos well. hehe. i'm msging you also :p thats why i suddenly think of that kinda things"
:D
:D
:D
:D

i miss you lah !
ni zhai na li ! ):
<3

9:58 PM

come what may.

HELLO !

ayee.
photos up!
under the CANDID area [:
ahh,
the zoo pictures.
heh.

and yes.
he'll be bowling with his boyfriend tonight!
wa lauuu,
alx,
you suck lar!
>;[
):

<3

7:54 PM

come what may.

hello !
new skin!
new skin !
nice? :D

ahh,
i love it lar!
heh.
-

so,
i've been stoning at home :/
ahh,
not in the mood to study lar.
shit *
:/

alright,
I MISS HIM LAH DAMMIT ):

i didn't get to meet him today ):
he has gotta study for his test tmr ( so it's okay lar )
& he might be meeting alex later for bowling.
AGAIN ):

wa lau,
alex you suck lar dammit !
:x
ahh,
kidding.

oh and he was supposed to go for ice-cream with me yesterday,
but alex!
AHHH.
):

and he msged me smth yesterday which made me smile to myself :D

"siobhan, you know there's just something about you that i'm so amused about?
in a good way. hehe. i just always seem to know you a little and a little at each time "
ahhh :D

oh and im snow white !
insiders :D

hmm,
it seems like i can't live without this dumbo eh?
ahhh !

for the next ten years [:

5:09 PM

come what may.

ahhh,
i miss you lar ):

shit* you alex ! :x

BOO
>;[

11:55 PM

come what may.

HELLO !
:D

muahaha.
i just woke up not too long ago ^^
feels good to sleep so much lar !
heh.
it's been awhile ok !

so yesterday was alright.
firstly,
i met w* in town to get my idiotic ipod fixed !
>;]
they'll probably take a week or so ):

ohoh !
and the new ipod nano is LOVEE !
i want i want !:D

went down to taka after that for lunch.
couldn't decide where to eat,
so i suggest mac :/
LOL.
fattening, i know :/

i ate so disgusting-ly.
wa lau, i cannot tahan myself.
and he kept laughing at me !
not my fault ok !
i'll never eat a foldover infronta him ever again !
>;[

walked over to wisma to get lam's present.
bought him a shirt from Flesh Imp.
oh, and i got one for myself too :D
heh.

pp-ed after that as it was still early.
met up with serene and the three of us just walked aimlessly in pp.
and w* kept bum-ing into his friends.
ahh,
abit weird you know :/
haha.

so w* walked over to Lorong M with us and left he for home.

lam's party was alright.
not tooo bad afterall [:

-
oh w* is gay along with his bestfriend alex.
HAHAHAHA.
aiya,
who watches tv at HOME with his bestfriend at NIGHT?
hello,
gym? swimming?
isn't that what u both usually do ?
why tv?
LOL.

i dont know,
but i find it so funny lar.
heh.

alirght, i needa eat and bathe and off to meet w* to study !
EOY EOY !
:/

<3
i never felt like this before.
never so much in love [:

1:25 PM

come what may.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NUR SYAZANA !
MY LOVELY BANANA :D

& not forgetting,
my lovely ice-mountain !
I LOVE YOUUU [:

when u leave this year,
don't forget me okay ?
cos i'll be very sad if you do.
i'll miss you,
i know ):
forget me not no matter what ok !

you've been sucha great and lovely friend !
i can never imagine how different my life would be without you in it [:

once again,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE ! [:

12:02 AM

come what may.

jay chou's songs makes me feel damn emo.
wa lauuuu.

not that i'm feeling depressed and all,
BUT,
just emo.
HAHAHAHA.

can't deny,
his songs are damn meaningful lar [:

11:23 PM

come what may.

emo.

am i normal?

ahh,
IRRITATED.

11:53 PM

come what may.

why?
why?
tell me why?
):

how could you ?
leave me just like that.
all of a sudden.
without a word at all.

how could you do that?

i feel so depressed right now.
it feels like a part of me will be gone.
sigh.
...



DAMN YOU IPOD ! ):
just died on me just like that !
you think you show that say x.x face very cute isit !
HAIYO.
IRRITATINGGGG.

how to survive my bus rides?!
how to talk to myself and my ipod?!
HOW ?
(yeah talking to myself = two person in my head communicating. ahh, you wont gettit :D )
wah shitttt you !
SHITT YOU.

and it will probably take a week to get you fixed.
HOW TO STUDY LIKE THAT?!

ugh.

10:48 PM

come what may.

hello people [:

reality check !
EOY in 3 weeks ):

woohoo,
im stuck at ss.
oh no,
its the only shit i haven't done.
oh and maths :D
heh,
i hate maths ! >:]

that aside,
well,
let me just say,
i've been thinking alot yesterday.

before i start with geog,
i shall blog about what i've been thinking then [:

evertything about the past.
ahh,
its pretty weird looking back eh.
well, not exactly weird though.
heh.

d was when all the tingly tingly thingy started.
feeling stuff like this for the first time.
funny isn't it? heh
call it puppy-love [:
well,
he'll be one that i'll never forget,
for he left an impact.
after the second time,
i realise that,
well, he isnt the one for me afterall.
he was sweet,
but not enough to show my worth.

bk was hmm, what should i call it ?
mistake?
well, not exactly.
but yeah somehwere along that line i guess.
not that he was a mistake,
but it was just not meant to be i guess.
he was nice, a nice guy infact.
but oh well [:
3 years,
and i gave in ?
hmm, silly :x
dont be silly girls,
trust me :D

c was something different ?
well,
it somehow did grew?
the first time i ever felt something more than just liking someone.
but i guess it soon faded off.
i don't know why either,
i was lost.
i left in june,
& i finally let it all off in aug.
yes, silly.
[:

w*
AHH !
SCREAMS!
[:
i never felt so loved in my life.
never did i felt so much for someone before [:

7 years from 050906.
i promised him that i'll go to hawaii with him ! [:
05092013 [:
here i comeeee !

dont go anywhere k ?
[:

6:55 PM

come what may.

HELLO !
:D

i'm back from hong kong !
well, infact, i was back yesterday :D

heh.
i missed him so much especially!
):
5 days w/o him is shit.
it seemed like forever you know ):

& i finally got to meet him today !
heh.

i gave him this natural heart plant thingy.
its imported from thailand.
its really cute !
heart shaped plant :D

supposingly,
you're to make it a wish and it'll sort of come true if you have little ones growing from it after some time ?
heh. yup.


so i kept one for myself :D
heh.

so i met him at the club house.
played with the tarot cards.
sadly,we din know how to play with the real deck.
which is the more professional one ):
oh well.

ohoh and ngiam and ivy came :D
so w* started asking them stupid riddles.
lol.
he and his dumb riddles huh.

made our way out to gelare for some food.
OHOH and guess who we saw!
VINCENT NG !
that oh-so-macho-man ! :D
and w* went over and got me his signature :D
it's on my file!
:D

jealous, no?
heh.


so the four of us started talking about relationships, status, our past and all.
i'm glad his guy no.2 = guys-who-matured-after-army [:
i like how we talk about things like this,
cos he makes me feel more secured and stuff [:
<3.

ahh,
im so glad they could get along with him [:
and ngaim was practically stoning cos i bet she didn't get whatever w* was saying.
HAHA.

ivy was thinking alot i guess.

well, at least from w* now we can understand guys better eh ?
well, somewhat.

and w* found out alot of me today huh.
lucky him to be with me and the girls or he'll never know.
i bet he was giggling the whole time.
ahh, idiot :D

he folded five hearts for me today :D
sweeetness !

i kept hitting him today :D
well, as he said,
that was to compensate for the past five days !
heh.
dumb pig!

this 90 mins with him and the girls was bliss [:
ahh,
i guess he isnt bad eh girls ?
:D

i love you more and more and more and more after every other day [:

to wait forever, would you ?
i would [:
& you're the reason why.

11:12 PM

come what may.

"i'll be here"
"i'll catch you when you fall"
"i'll fall with you"
[:

will you stick by what you say ?
-
i'll be off to the airport at 4 or so.
it'll be five days without you baby.
holy shit ):

6 hours is already shit.
what about 5 days then?
):

ahhh.
i'llmissyoulove.

1:14 PM

come what may.

am i someone you meet cos you'll be coming home ?
am i just that someone you meet cos you dont have anything to do no more ?

sometimes,
i just wonder.


- © E r U r O i © - Running Everyday To Keep In Shape! says:
why buy a 2nd hand when you can afford a new one?

el,
we said.

but still,
cant i be scared ?
you know, you'll never know what's on his mind.
cos i cant know and i wont want to.

who am i to him in the first place ?
yes, someone,
but then again,
i'm no one.
you get it?

and he loved her so much.
yes,
it was the past.

but history can repeat itself.
he loved her once,
his parents loved her so too.
so who is gonna win?
she.

i'll cry too.

11:52 PM

come what may.

whee ! :D

trip to the zoo with him today !
heh.

arrived at the zoo at bout 11 plus.
the journey there aint that long afterall
:D heh.

the zoo is huge !
well, not that actually.
the only thing we didn't visit was the sunbears ):

oh well,
we visited everthing else though !

oh we were actually cam-whoring on the bus.
HAHAHA.
and its the first time he actually did that.
he has the natural ability to act cute btw.
TSK !
HAHAHA.

alright i shall let the pictures do the talking :D













SEE HE IS GOOD AT ACTING CUTE LAH!
HEH.

10:06 PM

come what may.

sometimes i wonder, what am i to you ?
it hurts just thinking about it.

there's so much i wanna do,
so much that i wanna say..

but i know,
i can't.

cos im a nobody.

where is everyone else?
sigh.

12:33 AM

come what may.

sometimes,
i just feel like crying.

cos i fear.
i fear that one day you might just go.

dont ever leave ok ?

cos i'll just cry if you do.

promise me,
will you?

12:17 AM

come what may.

I FEEL SLIMMER ! :D

after walking for 5 freaking hours !
-gulps.
crazy shit ! :/

we walked all the way from my place's ECP's underpass to near changi airport then to lagoon for dinner and all the way to parkway :/
crazycrazy.

but it was ncie just walking aimlessly [:

spent some time talking about stuff.
nice [:

thanks for being so honest with me.
thanks for always telling me about what's going on.
thanks for always being there.

ohoh !
im the sea princess!
believe it or not :D

<3.
this i promise you.

11:47 PM

come what may.