Wednesday, October 04, 2006
i was having a bad headache just now.
ahh,
i can't get ss into my head!
):
& i miss w so much.
ahhh.
there's this fear in me which is disallowing me to trust him.
cos i fear that i'll lose him thus i think alot and i'll fear.
it's not that i wanna think so much,
but my intuition is always right.
by thinking,
i get to the right and sensible solutions.
ahh,
i really needa trust him !
yesterday when he told me "trust me siobhan"
i melted.
literally.
i felt his sincerity through his voice and eyes.
i so wanna make myself trust him,
but i just can't.
cos i still fear.
i fear,
so bad ):
im gonna flunk math tmr ):
headache headache go away!ni zhai na li?
):
10:38 PM
come what may.